One door closes and you better believe I am searching for the one that opened!!! When we first started this whole baby making adventure I said no to both egg donor and adoption. I said that I would rather go without a baby then not have one made with both Danny and my DNA. Well here… Continue reading One door closes….
As I re-read my last post and remember the great place I was in only a month ago this baby fever is bothersome. The trigger makes it even weirder. I remember saying in my last blog post “Being kid free means vacations, naps and so on”. Well, while we were enjoying our latest vacation (July… Continue reading Baby Fever
Today July 2nd would be the day I could have been awoken during the night or called Danny home from work. Or today could’ve been the day I started walking and chugging castor oil and very ready for this baby just to get out. Today could have been the day we became parents, a mommy… Continue reading Olaf’s due date
Tonight like some nights I rub my belly when I am in the shower knowing that most likely it will never hold my child. Then when I get out I look at my naked body and say wow I get to rock this body for the rest of my life. No stretch marks, no sagging… Continue reading FI lie to myself everyday and most days I believe it
With heavy hearts we announce that Olaf didn’t attach and will not become our baby. We are upset, sad, mad, numb, confused, lost in thoughts BUT we are OK. This is a loss of not only our child but of our hope to have kids. We know that many of you were wanting a different… Continue reading lol Please read this and Yes we are OK!
Tomorrow is the day we find out if we will be that much closer to getting our baby! We are definitely nervous and hopefully we are able to sleep. I made chicken and dumplings for diner and we both have full bellies so I bet we will!! So after we find out the news we… Continue reading ‘Twas the night before beta 1….
Today was and still is pretty surreal. Danny and I had the most amazing morning as we watched our perfect embryo being transferred into my uterus. Our morning started out pretty normal. We woke up had coffee and breakfast and left the house by 10 AM. With a full bladder (as requested by Doctor) we… Continue reading Transfer complete!!!